Have I forget you?
I guess I've finally learn to forget you...
All this while I was trying to forget you...
I'll do anything just to forget you...
At times I fall for another
But no matter what
You will always be in my mind...
It seemed so hard to get you off my head...
Maybe I was foolish for whatever happened
But I didn't mean things to be that way...
My mind isn't clear and things were so wrong...
Maybe it was my fault
But I can't help it
I can't help the feeling that I'm feeling towards you...
You make me smile
You make me feel happy
You make my worries gone for awhile...
I just feel happy whenever we chat...
But things change
It cost some damage
But has the damage gone?
After that
I just couldn't stop thinking of you...
You were always on my mind
I know you don't feel the same way as I do
But I didn't expect anything from you...
Seeing you happy makes me happy too
Seeing you unhappy makes me worry about you...
Maybe I was insane in a way
As I couldn't stop thinking about you...
I keep seeing you
Thinking it was you
But it wasn't
I was just seeing illusions of you...
I fall for another as I kept thinking it was you
Somehow it look a little like you...
Or are they illusions?
But I swear they look a little like you from certain angles
I'm confused
Once that feeling is gone
I don't see you in them
It was an illusion all along...
You're always in my heart and in my mind
Thirty nine months has passed but forty has stopped
I guess I've finally moved on
It hurts me deeply
But I did it just for you...
I want you to be happy...
I don't want you to be unhappy...
I guess I've made the right decision
I really care for you alot
Everytime when I start to think of you
I will always say a little prayer hoping you're fine...
I'm sure you're always in good hands
God will always guide you no matter what...
Though I know I've to accept the fact and move on...
I still consider you as a friend
Even if you don't
I'm fine with it...
I understand...
I guess it's time to start a new beginning...
Maybe I've already done it...
// D-Illusionist
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