The black clouds has finally turned blue
My vision has brighten
The sun has rise
And I've awoken from this nightmare
It seems so real
But it's only a dream
Sometimes I wonder if it was real
Not knowing what to do
I just shut myself
Trying not to think of it...
But I just couldn't...
It keeps flashing back
Those memories are the precious ones
But why does the one that turns sour is in my dream?
I wish I could control time
But I can never ever...
It's beyond my control...
Will I ever start anew?
I wonder till this day...
Is it hard to let it go?
Time will determine
But I realise time alone can't solve it...
I have to be strong...
Even if it hurts me
I still have to go through it...
The knife has stabbed me
My wound isn't healing
There I am in the dark
Bleeding like the flow of water that never ends...
Crushed and broken
Lying here
Thinking about it
I finally came to a point...
Standing firmly with both feet
Telling myself to be strong
Pretending like nothing happened to me
That nightmare still occurs
Till one day
I decided to accept the fact that it was only an illusion...
The truth has been always in front of me
But I was too blind to see it
I ignore it
Thinking that I could sort things out
As time flies
I realise it isn't going anywhere
So I quit playing those games and started moving on...
Telling myself to be brave
It hurts but that's the only choice I'm left with...
As time flies
The wound heals a little
I told myself...
If I stop now...
I'll be stuck...
It's better to be hurt than to suffer...
I guess the next chapter awaits me...
Have I reached the chapter?
I wonder what is inside the chapter
Can anybody tell me?
I guess I've to explore it on my own...
Let the chapter begin!
// D-Illusionist
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