Monday, October 03, 2005

Illusions + Fantasy

[ by D-Illusionist ]

When I look at you
I just don't get that feeling anymore...
The feeling that I once had...
I question myself...
Asking myself - why?
Has this feeling fade?
I remembered clearly that I was so into you...
But why do I feel this way all of a sudden?
It doesn't seem clear to me...
All this questioning is making me confused...
Everything happened too fast yet so little time...
Everything seemed to be right in the beginning...
But I don't know if I was ever right...
I wonder...
I wonder why sometimes I didn't think twice about it...
...Asking myself why
Why do I just stop there?
Is it because of what I've heard the other time that I stop?
Stopping and try to forget you?
Is it because I'm too afraid to be hurt?
Forget? Is that all I can do?
I guess I already did......
The feeling towards you just dies off like that...
My story ends here for now...
Treating it as if I didn't have one in the beginning...
Trying not to think how I fall for you...
But when I think about it...
It's kind of weird...
Of all the people -
Why you?
Why am I so attracted to you?
Why does it happen?
Sometimes I wish nothing happens...........
But as for now...
I start a new chapter........

My Illusion @|12:09 AM|

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